what if I wasted my time

I’m sure these questions have crossed your mind—maybe daily. Maybe just now.

What if it doesn’t work?
What if I pour all my time and energy into this project—and it leads nowhere?
What if I get obsessed, only to end up right back where I started?

Well—at the very least—you’ll have escaped the mental chaos that creeps in when your mind has nothing to fix itself on. You will have dodged entropy in the best possible way: by devoting yourself fully to something. To a pursuit. A project. A mission. A dream.

“But what if I wasted my time?”

That’s not wasted time—it’s time that brought you to this insight. And if it gave you the clarity you needed to let go or move on, then it served its purpose. You’ve exited one orbit of purpose and in doing so, you’ve become just a little more free. You’re also closer to your deeper truth.

You’ve become the kind of person who can now look back and say: “That wasn’t worth it.” But be careful—that version of you didn’t exist back then.

You were more naive. Less experienced. You couldn’t have seen what you now see.

The same goes for the problems you’re facing right now.

You struggle to solve them not because you’re weak or broken—but because you lack practical data. You haven’t yet collected the wisdom that would reveal the answer.

And here’s the thing: in a world of infinite possibilities, “there’s no solution” is just one more possibility.

The easiest one.

The one your brain chooses when it wants to save energy.

So if we’re talking about solutions, “giving up” is simply a lazy one.

Because with it, the problem goes away. You get to pretend it’s not yours anymore. You get to look the other way and blame the world.

“It’s unfair.”
“They have something I don’t.”
“They’re lucky.”
“They’re built different.”

But you?

You’re not here to escape the puzzle—you’re here to solve it.

You were put on this earth to piece together the puzzle of reality.

Earn your answers. Not by watching 100 tutorials, but by stepping into the fire. Through trial and error. Through the rawness of firsthand experience.

If something doesn’t work isn’t a lost, it’s a redirection.

Problems are what you need, not what you don’t

That bitter taste of frustration is sweet to your brain.
Because while it craves comfort—it thrives on challenge.

That’s why you have to give your brain a real problem, and it’ll work overtime to reward you.

Ideas will show up in your dreams. Literally.
Your focus will shift. Everything you see will start relating to what you’re trying to figure out. Just like when you’re thinking about buying a certain car—and suddenly see it everywhere.

It feels like magic. And it is.

But magic needs a place to appear. And that place? It’s just a gap in your understanding. A mental blind spot waiting to be lit up.

(Let me offer you another perspective:)

Maybe you don’t not know.
Maybe you’ve just forgotten.
Maybe what you seek isn’t missing—it’s buried.

You already carry the blueprint.

Instinct. Curiosity. Intuition. Imagination. The “sixth sense.” Dreams. Premonitions. That feeling that something bigger is guiding you.

They’re not superpowers far from your reach

They’re parts of you.

There’s a side of you that catches everything. A side that can turn one second into a lifetime. A single idea into a universe.

A sigh into a symphony.
A silence into a sermon.
A glance into a story.
A drop into the ocean.

There’s no such thing as impossible, except for the belief that something is.

So think like that.
Believe like that.
Live like that.