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24.02.2025 (11:23am, Monday)

The other night, I had a dream—or rather, a vision.

It felt incredible, so profound. Suddenly, everything fell into place: all the failures, doubts, uncertainties—they lost their prominence, becoming part of a greater whole, something infinitely complex yet beautifully simple to see.

I woke up with the lingering sweetness of that sensation. My mind could no longer tell reality from fantasy. But where is that boundary really drawn? Everything is a matter of degrees, and neither reality nor dreams exists outside that universal law. After all, reality is experience, and dreams are too.

Fate is written in your blood.

You’ve felt it before—in dreams, on a long walk, when you go for a run. You’ve experienced that thing you seek deep within you, at some point: that desire that keeps you awake, that motivates you in the morning, that fills your life with meaning.

You already have what you’re looking for. It lives inside you—even if it’s small, it’s enough to light your path and provide the answers you need.

Have faith in that something, in that vision, in that spark of “something” you can’t yet put into words. It doesn’t have to make sense; some of the best things in life—love, happiness, friendship, sex—never did.

I’m obsessed. I wake up every morning obsessed, and I go to bed every night the same way. It’s the secret ingredient. No AI will ever have it. I have it, and you have it. That’s why we are alike. You know you won’t settle for less, so you seek more than everyone else.

Ambition isn’t a bad thing—it’s the best thing that can happen to you. It’s that inner voice that whispers that the limits you’ve imposed on yourself are nothing but a fantasy. And it’s vital to keep that voice close.

Right now, nothing seems to satisfy you because you haven’t yet found what truly does. That’s why you’re on this path—searching for something you believe you once had but lost. You’re like a superhero in pursuit of the superpower you misplaced. But what you don’t realize is that your superpower right now is exactly that: having lost your superpower. It fuels your hunger, keeps you awake at night, and drives you further than most ever will.

“If you're working long hours, running on little sleep, and giving it your all—you're not destroying yourself. That's love. But most people are too blind to see it. Seasons of pushing your hardest are necessary too.”

You say you have nothing, that you’re at a disadvantage. You think others possess what you lack—but that’s exactly what sets you apart. You have so much because you have nothing. With nothing to lose, you become incredibly dangerous.

  • No money
  • No network
  • Nothing to your name

That also means:

  • No limits
  • No fear
  • Nothing to lose

And that’s exactly what makes you incredibly dangerous.

Trust in fate. Fuel your obsession. Walk with faith. Even in the unseen- especially in it.